" Well, always be willing to take another chance. You never know what you may find if you don't give up. Frankly, I never want to go to "heaven" "nirvana" or whatever. Why? Because in all these places, you get to look down and see what happens, but are forbidden from interacting anymore. It sucks, especially when you see something that you were REALLY in the mode/mood to have happen and you can't do it. Here's another thing: I left the high plane after my supposed "obliteration" because I couldn't stand sitting around. Yes, I am a heavenly escapee. The beauty of immortality: regardless of the circumstance, you can always give of yourself
I am no longer your Black Knight.
I am but a shell of the once strong soul you so loved.
I ask for your forgiveness, but only Thine.
I have sinned against thee, my Fire Star.
I tried to be strong for thee, but I have failed my Wild Beauty.
My tortured soul echoes it's agony, trying with fleeting hope
To call thy name, to reach you just once again.
Forgive my weakness, my White Angel.
I am but a Shadow without you, no longer thy Dark Flame
No longer thy Shadow Star.
I scream for thee, but go unheard.
Not your fault, I know, but my own.
I ask for your forgiveness, but only Thine,
For I am but a shell of thy Black Knight.
Forgive m
My lips touch your neck
As we move to the beat
Shivers run down
From your head to your feet
You move into me
As close as can be
The desire in your eyes
Is so clear to see
The sway of your hips
Craving for more
Your needing moans
A sound I adore
Begging for more
Your touch tells a tale
Deep in the night
Our passion cant fail
And Ill take your hands
Stare in your eyes
And give you myself
Until our love dies
Trail kisses slowly down your neck
Your skin warms under my lips
Your chest rising faster every second
My hands caress your back
As your fingers dig into mine
Your panting turns to a light moan
When my lips find your chest
Bringing a blush of pleasure to your skin
You squirm as I trail kisses down your stomach
Arching into my lips
The thin sheen of sweet
Making each kiss cling
Lingering along with your moans
Your thighs quiver under my fingertips
As you quack under my lips
You drop in weakness
Then jerk to life
Gripping me tighter
I crawl up
Resting my forehead on yours
Staring into your eyes
And you pull me in
To
Let me sooth your pain
I can see it every time I look at you
As if you are covered in a veil of depression
The sparkle has left your eyes
They seem dark and hollow
To hear your hopeless thoughts is impossible
But I can see them in your expression
And I know them well
The thoughts of lifes endless disappointment
Of being alone surrounded by others
Just wanting to be saved
I would save you if you would allow me
I would show you the true meaning of love
Make sure you were always safe
And never alone
I would wrap you in my arms
Until all anxiety and pain
Flows away
Replaced by a warmth you couldnt get by yourself
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That I Can Call Home by nooj-deathseeker, literature
Literature
That I Can Call Home
I see your face
And Ive found place
That I can call home
Deep in your eyes
Thats where my hope lies
And nobody knows
Forever Ill stay
Watching you sway
And begging
This is the time
Here in our prime
That we find ourselves
But hopes will fade
And will storms will rage
Heart will break
The earth will shake
But Ill stay whole
Mind, body, and soul
Lost your eyes
Where found home
Deep in your eyes
Thats where my hope lies
And nobody knows
I see your face
And Ive found place
That I can call home
That I can call home
If I hugged you,
would you never let go?
If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?
If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?
If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?
If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?
If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?
If I needed to go,
would you come with me?
If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?
You are crazed
You are suffering
You are envy
And greed
You are hatred
And virtue
You are longing
And need
You are flawless
Yet broken
You are fury
Yet calm
You are the ending
And the beginning
You are the demon
And its spawn
You are endlessly hopeless
And lost in your sin
You are always forgiven
And banished within
You can see the future
Yet you live in the past
You will suffer forever
Haunted and outcast